Its been awile

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile............Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile............Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile............Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile.........Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile.........Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile.........Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile

But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?........Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile...............Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile...............Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile...............Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile

But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the worst he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile.....................

Since I said I'm sorry